February 2011
127 posts
January 2011
68 posts
College Sucks...moving to Australia
I mean really this is ridiculous.
I color and draw for my Geology class. I write papers for my Art class. I get confused as hell in Astronomy. I play with dummies in CPR/First Aid. I get destroyed with HOURS of Psychology homework where we’re learning Genetics and Anatomy.
It’s just stupid. I quit.
Mailing myself to Australia. Where I will travel and work random jobs and not further...
“The brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all. So, from now...”
“A lady’s imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to love, from love...”
– Jane Austen (Pride and Prejudice)
A week early? What the hell?
The more and more I think about it I wonder what he sees in me. It seems as if I’m the opposite of everything he usually goes for. I’m not tall, skinny, or beautiful. I am body conscious and “unexperienced.”
I’m what everyone refers to as the “good girl” whether I like it or not. Brittanys already told him I’m not going to sleep with him. But yet...
I spoke too soon.
I just can’t stop smiling.
I love it :)
So after Nate telling me goodnight tonight and talking to him off and on all afternoon I realized we’ve talked everyday since he got my phone number two weeks ago:)
So yesterday was the first time I’ve ridden Rebel in a month and a half and he was a perfect saint. Today I rode him again and it was great 60degrees and sunny. We hacked around the property for about 45 minutes. I didn’t realize how much I missed that feeling until today. I’ve been so distracted with school, boys, and keeping Rebel healthy that I had forgotten how much I missed...
So dinner was a success! It tasted amazing and wasn’t as awkward as we thought it might be. Just the 4 of us in the apartment eating dinner like civilized adults. lol
The only down side was while we were watching “Get Him to the Greek” Nate was acting like something was wrong. The most he did was lean in my general direction. I was beginning to think something was wrong until he...
I wonder
I wonder if people actually read the crap I post? lol
eeeeek
I’m such a girl but I don’t care. I’m loving every moment of it.
Tonight was great :) Dinner was yummy and unique. I mean really who doesn’t like picking out everything in their own stir fry and having someone ellse cook it and bring it to you? Thats right no one. Such a cool idea of a restaurant. Anyyywho. The conversation just flowed and it was just nice. At one point he said I just feel so...
Ok it’s hitting me. I’m getting nervous. We’ve never hung out just the two of us. We’ve only been together in party scenes and on our double date with Brittany and John. The most time we’ve been alone is when we fell asleep on the couch together. I just really hope it goes well and I don’t over think things like I’m known to do.
Going to dinner with Nate tomorrow! :)
MLA, APA, Chicago Manual Style?
Ok so all through high school they pounded MLA into our heads. I could write a paper in perfect MLA formatting guidelines in my sleep. But now in college they’re like “No. MLA is not the way we always do things!” It’s so frustrating. Why can’t we all just do it one way and be in agreement!
Apartment!
Next semester I’m living with Georgia and Brittany Mayo in a 3 bedroom apartment with my own big bed, bathroom, and closet! This wouldn’t have been a huge deal…until this year when i’ve lived in a dorm room. Can’t wait to move in! I’ll have full access to a gym, tanning bed, and beautiful pool!
“The real world, whether we like it or not, is right here, right now. All of...”
– “Second Helpings” by Megan Mcaffery (via julie911)
amoreaprimavista:
Teenage Dream: A Boy’s...
I just realized that everything i’ve posted the past like 2 weeks has been about Nate….ooops. I feel like such a middle school girl. But I’m enjoying it so thats all the matters.
You have no idea you’re even doing anything wrong that’s what makes this so hard. You never respond on Friday, and then you text me last night asking if I’m back in Valdosta. I then say no and you’re like damn I miss you already. I wouldn’t have responded the way I did, but Georgia and Brittany made be a little mean considering he has stuff to make up for. So we...
So we go from you apologizing about getting us thrown out of a bar and me jokingly responding that you owe me a sober night to you not talking? What the hell? I don’t even know what to say anymore. All you’ve done is be an ass hole. I don’t know how much of this I can take.
So last night was a complete disaster. I get to Georgia’s wearing jeans sperrys and a Tshirt that I’d been wearing all day at school expecting to go out dinner with Georgia’s roommates and their bfs and Greg. So no big deal right? Well no. I get there and they’re all in heels and nice shirts and skirts and stuff and tell me we’re apparently going out after. So I...
I thought of you today and realized how long its been since we’ve spoken. I then came to the conclusion that I can’t talk to you until I have the same thing that you have. A significant other as everyone around me has been calling them lately. I feel as if others believe I’m not truly over you until I’m in a true relationship with someone new. I know this isn’t the...
That awkward moment when you can't find your...
Cons- He’s in the air force. He has a 1 year old son. He’s being deployed for Iraq in May. He has a sketchy past (before airforce)
Pros- He’s in the air force. He’s so nice. He likes me.
“Sometimes I get so weird, I even freak myself out. I laugh myself to sleep...”
I feel like such a girl
Trying so hard not to get my hopes up, but it’s not easy.
:)
Double Date
So tonight I went on my first double date. It went great. It was actually my first “real” date ever. How sad is that. They came and picked Brittany M. and I up. Went to see a movie and to dinner. It was a lot of fun. I’ve only known Nate and John for a week now but tonight was the 4th time we had hung out. Last Saturday they came to a party at Georgias, the following Friday we...
Trying to decide where the line is is much harder than I thought it was before. The line between what is right or wrong. The line where I decide what I do and do not want. I just don’t know anymore. People keep telling me to break out of my shell, and I am. But I’m doing my absolute best to still keep me intact. It has to be possible for someone to like me for me either way. I never...
“When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at...”
– Helen Keller (via kari-shma)
How can someone get so sick so fast. My throat had been hurting for like a day and I woke up this morning with an ear ache and after lunch I couldn’t stop shaking and knew i saw getting a fever but had to go to my classes until 3. So after classes were over I drove to the health center while sitting there shaking and turning paler than pale i knew my fever was going up. when they finally...
I wanna go home. This place is making me into something I don’t want to be. Something I never was. until now.
“A wise girl kisses but doesn’t love, listens but doesn’t believe, and leaves...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via kari-shma)
